Thursday, February 4, 2010

ThE LiFe AnD TiMeS... EpIsOdE 8

I lied...I twisted words...i pulled people into my perfect storm with know regard...
without warning...i caused hurt...lost trust...forced close people to lie for me...
to save myself...while killing another...a selfish act..that i created..just to make
another lie...just to save myself...save myself...save myself...thats all i was thinking
the truth..thats all people want...thats all she wanted...but lies are what i gave her...what
i gave them...trying to protect her feelings...there feelings...but know...i couldn't bring myself
to do it...even in the face of me telling lies...my words.which i spoke..what words
that i used to... to make this storm...has turned against me... all they wanted was the
truth...i was backed into a wall...the wall was filled..filled with all of the lies... that
i have built...everyone i loved was there to try to help me...help me..the ones i lied to
wanted to save me..save me from my lies that i used to hurt them... they say the truth will set you free
i can say...that im free now.

Jus my thoughts...

3 comments:

Meagan said...

Yes to regurgitate the bullshit that binds us definitely freeing no doubt!
I felt when reading this piece your soul emerged lighter...in turn completely freeing your mind!
Nice babe...very nice! Anticipating more or your heart felt thoughts!

Peace,
Meagan

Smarty Pants said...

babe?
smh.

Dan The Man Chronicles said...

Deep shit right here...for all its worth, at least u came out this enlightened....keep ya head up homie, everything will be ok in the end.